A million thanks

I want to thank everyone for their kind thoughts and prayers. We are taking it in stride. i cleaned the house out of foods the doctor doesn't want him to have and replaced it with healthier foods. you know i didn't really think we were doing that bad when it came to diet. i mean its not like we gorge out on junk food or anything like that. But the doctor had me get rid of the bacon and sausage and even canned vegetables. i replaced my oil with olive oil as well. the doctor still wont let him go back to work which is driving us both mad. him because he is bored and me cause i have to hear him whine that hes bored. lol. He is a taxi driver now. he used to be a semi driver but when i had our first child he wanted to be closer to home. the doctor is considering putting him on disability because he says his job is too stressful. so that is where we are at this point. walking a little farther everyday and eating a little healthier.

god my week sucked bad

god if i made someone made upstairs I'm sorry. This week my husband had a massive heart attack. He had two stints put in and was put on five different medications as well as nitro. he was going in and out of consciousness and the doctor said if i had let him go to sleep he would have never woke up. meaning he would have died. hes only thirty five. i never thought i would even have to worry about being a widow at twenty six. it scared me so bad.

my busy month

God this month is going to be crazy. last weekend i had my nieces birthday. today i had my mother in laws birthday. this weekend i have my uncles birthday. and the weekend after i am taking the kids to the zoo. then after that i have to go to Michigan for my cousins graduation. i am felling very swamped. i also have to find room to do my school work. its nuts. wish me luck.

My Weekend Plans

Well, usually i go to my moms and hang out. this weekend we are setting up for my uncle and his life partner to come over next weekend for my nieces birthday. This is the part of holidays and get togethers i hate. THE CLEANING!! The house is clean but when other people come over it has to be immaculate. I think my mom is too worried about what other people will think. But either way since my kids are going to their grandparents for the weekend i am going to help her out. She also helps me out while i am there with my school work. So it all evens out i guess.

The start of a new term

Here we are again another term come and gone. That's one step closer to are goals. Now is the time to stay calm and not get overwhelmed. Try not to get burned out and make sure to make time to chill and unwind.